I'm all excited now...

It's Ostara. For real and truly. Something shifted in the wind yesterday, so I took the proverbial long way home (on the interstate) because it's open and free. I sang at the top of my lungs to some of my favorite songs, and had a blast. The outdoors has taken on that smell it does every spring... it's a mix of ripe ground, sex, fetid growth... all the things that ground you and remind you that the world is alive. I love it. Spring - Summer is my favorite time of year.

The gathering is this weekend, and I'm finally getting excited about it. On the one hand, I'll be working my ass off, but on the other I'll have fun doing it. And I finally think I've worked up the nerve to suggest "payment" for the last D&D game we had, when a certain someone I'm crushing on snitched several of my Bacardi Razs. I'm thinking a kiss (a *real* kiss) for each. It's what I've been wanting to suggest for awhile, but didn't have the spine to do it.

I want to write and draw and cook and sleep and flirt and dance and sing. I've decided I'm bound and determined to have a fantastic weekend, dammit. So there.