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Mar. 15th, 2003 12:11 pmI'm an awful, horrible, terrible fangirl who doesn't deserve the name.
And no, I'm not being sarcastic.
I didn't even realize that last night was the series finale... not until I picked up a TV Guide today. We taped it (only because Daddy's been in the habit and been taping it for me though)... but I haven't even *seen* any eps this last 11 eps except for Kansas, Terra Firma, and Bringing Home the Beacon.
Maybe it's because I'm trying to avoid the reality of it ending... but to quote my Becky - have *you* ever gone a week w/o a rationalization?
I just can't believe that something that's been so important to me the last 4 years, such a huge part of my life... I missed it. I didn't stick until the end, and I'm *really*, *really* regretting that now.
Damn it. I suck.
And no, I'm not being sarcastic.
I didn't even realize that last night was the series finale... not until I picked up a TV Guide today. We taped it (only because Daddy's been in the habit and been taping it for me though)... but I haven't even *seen* any eps this last 11 eps except for Kansas, Terra Firma, and Bringing Home the Beacon.
Maybe it's because I'm trying to avoid the reality of it ending... but to quote my Becky - have *you* ever gone a week w/o a rationalization?
I just can't believe that something that's been so important to me the last 4 years, such a huge part of my life... I missed it. I didn't stick until the end, and I'm *really*, *really* regretting that now.
Damn it. I suck.
