cybermathwitch | Sep. 7th, 2002

I've read what everone else is saying (

nickless, etc.) and I'm not sure I have anything new or unique to add.

I'm unbelievably glad that we have such an eloquent fandom behind us. I'm not sure how much that counts, or if sheer numbers are more important (although we have those too, thank gods), but I'm glad.

Elf made it a little bit better by suggesting a vast "The way it should have been" fic project. I love him, he's great. I hope it doesn't become necessary, but it's a small comfort. Kind of like a fandom cup of hot chocolate. That there will be fic no matter what.

I've seen more people moved to tears, or up in arms, that have said this is the first/only show to ever move them to that. That has to count for something too. It *has* too. I cried myself to sleep last night.

I get the duty of informing them all my other friends about Farscape *and* Witchblade... but I'm taking paper, envelopes, and stamps with me, and I'm going to get everyone to write letters, dammit. No way am I going to let this go without a fight.

You know, I couldn't bring myself to watch the last two eps of 24 last night. It just seemed, I don't know, *wrong* somehow. (And, for the record, and totally off the subject, but my subconcious can *not* do math. It was calling the second season "58"... 24 plus 24 is, of course, 48.) But yeah. So I still have that to look forward too when(if?) I get out of my emotional slump.

This has cast a horrible dark cloud over the new season. I was so jazzed, so excited, but now... not so much. I haven't even told my parents yet - I'm not sure if I can. They're neither one fans really, and I know they would feel bad for me, but I think I need to commiserate with fans first. Gods I wish you guys were closer! I just want to get a big group of 'shippers together and pile on the couch and cry together and comfort each other. :'o( Maybe soon guys?

I love you all, everyone I've met through Farscape.